I made a very very big, life changing desicion today after going broke.. I quit. . . online poker, I didn't mean to scare you there, I will continue to play in the live regular cash games and tournaments that I play now, but I am officially retired and done with online poker. forever. You may think of me as paranoid and just sour, but I honestly stopped trusting the online poker rooms, I don't trust them because they are not regulated by the U.S. and I do not trust the random number generators that deal out the cards, I know a lot of people do so I do not want a bunch of comments bashing it either way, it's just my own personal feelings that I am willing to share with you, and of course I just prefer live poker as most players do because there is so much more information. In other notes, I am really sick right now, and I think I have a virus, I am miserable I am burning up and freezing, I am dizzy and light headed, and all stuffed up and it really really sucks. I had a friend stake me today for some high stakes online cash games and I completely let him down and not only am I broke, I am in debt, and I feel really bad about it. . . I am having a really rough day, and my current health situation is making it really worse. I am confident in my live game and I am looking forward to playing more live games, and heading up to the casino, but for an 18 year old who needs to drive 4 hours to the closest legal casino game the online poker room was so handy, but I am not going to miss it. I took a lot of sleeping pills and I am going to crash out for the next 12 hours so no one call me because I will not answer or talk to you anyway.. I do not want to move.. I am sorry if i made anyone mad to be honest I don't remember how I started this blog because I started writing it a few hours ago. So I apologize ahead of time. Tonight I watched Cube2:hypercube, it was a pretty crazy twisted movie...but I also felt like I wasted my night at the same time... I am just really confused and lost.. I also want to apologize for the time it took for me to get my lazy ass to write a new blog, I really try...

Source: Professional Poker Player